Lzc

我生活充满了挫折，以至于我的逃离——我不去上学，不再向未来迈步，也不再将事物做得更好。

Why do you would rather suffer from the struggle of living than devote youself in study.

Carrie

Why would you rather suffer from the struggles/bitterness of life than devote yourself to study.

Carrie

I was living in so much frustration that that was my escape, to go to school, and get ahead and do better. 句子后面动词不定式”去做什么是我逃离现实的方法。“
参考译文：我的生活极其不如意，上学、追求进步并想做得更好成为我摆脱现实困境的途径。